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The lover





Ng Kai Xin
30th NoV 1988
kaixin301188@hotmail.com
FinD Me aT FrIenDsTeR



Loves

黄宝贝
sKy BLue/BLacK/wHiTe/PinK
BeD
TaKinG pHoTos
KBoXinG
cHoCoLaTe/SweeTs
PoKKa GreeN TeA
GaI GaI/Online Shopping
FrenZ/SiS/LeS/KoRs/FamiLy
YHSS 4e6'04/NPCC

Cravings

DRIVING LICENSE
* nEw sKirTs/JeaNs/ToPs eTc..
* nEw CoVeR sHoE
* nEw BaG
PUMA JacKet
SAMSUNG U700
nEw sLiPPerS
ReBonD HaiR
* To HaVe MoRe cHaLeTs
* 4e6'04 aLwaEs aS OnE
* 黄宝贝永远快乐
* GeT GooD ResuLTs

sHouTouTs



Connections

Ben Chan
Chun Hui(二姐)
Hui Da
Jin Ying
Julye(三姐)
Ling Fei
Min Feng(六姐)
Pei Ling
Renee
Shu Ying
Stephanie(五姐)
Valentia
Wan Pin
Yu Ting
Zheng Way
Zi Heng
ZWnANNABEL

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Sunday, May 16, 2010

626

Last day..

Today marks the end of the countdown.. Everything was not planned at all.. It was just purely fate.. I didn't plan that the dinner will also be on this day.. As you are the one who chosen the day.. Was it part of ur plan.? I doubt so too.. As we seems to randomly picked this day over the phone.. Or do you even remember this countdown that we are having.?

We known each other exist in this world since 2003.. However, we both only starts to know each other better and develop feelings in the mid-atumn festival of 2005.. Everything went well and we started off as a couple on 17122005.. At aloha loyang chalet.. The night that I fall asleep in ur hugs.. The night that changed alot of things in my life from then on..

Honeymoon period was meant to be sweet.. And hopefully long.. Ours ended short because of my character and I let you down.. Causing you to feel heart broken and sad.. I'm so sorry.. But I'm also experiencing the same pain as you are during the night that everything ended.. I nv expect it to be so difficult to let go of you..

I still continue loving you even we ended.. You know about my feelings too.. And I do get on your nerves most of the time because of this.. We have been together and breaking up 4 times le during this long 5 years run.. And this time round, things are so different.. So much high and low that we have been thru.. The changes that happen to both of us too..

Are we able to kick this habit away.?

This time round, will things be like the past.? Fate shall decides ba.. I think we both need a good rest le..

Dear dear.. Thanks for everything that you did and brought into my life.. The memories will always be there.. Sorry that I'm always the one letting you down.. Making you pissed when I dun listen to you.. I fulfilled my last promise to you by driving you up the hill.. And that will be the only time.. Ding Yang aka 黄宝贝, I Love You.! Thanks for loving me.!

XOXO
Kai Xin aka 洪宝贝


Saturday, May 15, 2010

625

2 days..

Friends are people who are always there for everyone.. Encouraging you.. Helping you along the way.. Thanks for always being there..

My nail polish are coming off le.. Gona remove them on my own le.. Cos dear dear can't help me to do it le.. Dear dear when will you be able to do it again.? Oopx.! Miss you lots lots..


Friday, May 14, 2010

624

3 days..

Have you ever feel that you lost your true self once you are in a relationship.? Are you still able to do wad you wan when you are in a relationship.? Able to reach out your dreams.? Work towards it.? I'm still trying to find out if I have lost anything.. But up to this moment, I dun think I have.. wad about you.?

Dear dear know that I very lazy to drive car back home every Sunday after working at market as I still needa go back and fetch mum and dad.. So he always make the extra effort to come to commonwealth to fetch us home.. Dear dear.. So sorry for always wasting ur petrol.. Oopx.!


Thursday, May 13, 2010

623

4 days.,

Congrats.. For finishing all your papers le.. Glad to hear that they aren't as difficult as the past year papers.. Hehe..

I'm a woman that doesn't know how to cut / trim my nails.. And dear dear is always the one that help me to mend it.. Cutting and filing it.. Super sweet of him right.? Hehe.. Dear dear.. Thanks..



622

5 days..

How many people out there are contented with only 1 person.? I wonder this myself also..

We are so different in every way, every character.. But how did we come so far.? I seriously wonder.. All I know is..... I never regret being with you 5 years ago.. Though there are unhappiness as and when, but there are also happy times.! Hehe.. Dear dear.. Thanks for all the memories..


Tuesday, May 11, 2010

621

6 days..

Seeing alot of people around leaving one by one.. I'm starting to think who is the next one.? Each leaving and left a hard impact to each of us ba.. Will my leaving leave an impact on you too.? I hope there isn't.. Cos I dun wana see you sad..

Everything I do is for you.. And everything you do is also for me.. For these past few years, we seems to be putting each other in front of ourselves (unknowingly).. Thinking to let each other being happy even if we have to go thru a tough patch.. Are we both starting to grow and think wiser.?


Monday, May 10, 2010

620

7 days..

In a relationship, everything is about give and take.. When there are arguements or unhappiness, each tend to think that the other half took them for granted.. But think back...... Are there times when your other half really do alot of things for you but you neegected him/her.? Spend some time to sit down and think, you will realize alot of things in your relationship and also the things that you missed out in the past..

The first night we started off as a couple was in chalet.. And I fallen asleep in your hugs.. That was the sweetest moment of my life and whenever I look at the photo, I can still feel the sweetness in that scene..


Sunday, May 09, 2010

619

8 days..

Marriage is the fruit of two people being together.. The starting of life together as one family.. Depending on each other more and more.. To many people, is an important day of their life.. Cos they are no longer living as one person but as a couple.. Losta things can happen on this day from the start to the end.. But is marriage cos of love.? Baby.? Habit.? Final stage of being together.? Time.? I guess deep inside each individual, he/she knows why he/she is standing there saying 'I do'..

I'm very prompt of having blisters around my ankle as I love to look pretty in shoes that I wear.. Even though I know it will cause me to have blisters.. Dear dear was very sweet to buy me 2 packets of the blisters plasters that day when he went to Watsons.. Hehe.. Thanks alot.! I'm still using it.!


Saturday, May 08, 2010

618

9 days..

In life, there is alot of first time and we shared alot together.. The book that written alot of our first time.. When can we start writing it again.? Today is short.. Cos I'm lost.. Time for a break..


Friday, May 07, 2010

617

10 days..

Shopping.. It does make a person happy but also a hole in the pocket.! Oopx.! That's wad happen to me today.. Wohahahaha..

Whenever dear dear is around, I seldom get to drive manual car.. Only except for surprise visit with dear dear house de cars.. Hehe.. And I believe my drving skills lorx.. Hehe.. Dear dear also have faith in me ba.. I guess so.. Hehe.. Only he knows it ba..


Thursday, May 06, 2010

616

11 days..

Everyone being saying, keep yourself as busy as possible and you dun have time to think about other things.. I used to think that it is just running away from problems.. It doesn't really help.. But today, I sank into this stage.. Working my whole day out.. Dun wana have any time to myself.. Dun even wana come here.. But I guess I just gona face it de.. Can't keep running.. Today is not just a normal day to me ba..

Dear dear have a bad memory (towards things between us).. But I can see his effort in trying by putting them in his calendar.. I always love to test him with everything.. Though I know his memory is limited, I just love the way he look when he is trying to crack his head.. Oopx.! Didn't mean it.. Just love you ba.. Keep thinking about the sweet sweet time that we have together ba..


Wednesday, May 05, 2010

615

12 days..

It is always easier to say others den to say about urself.. Is easier to give advise to others but when you are facing it, things seems to be different le.. Is it that you are always blind by urself.? I dun get it ba.. When others face troubles, I'm always able to advise them to look at the bright side.. Help them to solve problems.. But now, I can't even help myself..

You always says that I'm your big baby.. So big le but still dunno how to take care of urself.. Everytime also need you by my side to help me.. Hehe.. I know that sometimes my character do make you angry that you wana kill me.. But dear dear.. I'm really trying.. But occassionally, it's good to have you to take care of me.. Hehe..


Tuesday, May 04, 2010

614

13 days..

Parents brought up each child with 2 dreams.. First: To look after them when they grows old.. Be it rich or poor.. Second: Child to be healthy and happy.. But how many child outside can fulfil both the dreams.? Especially the first one.. Look around.. How many of the people you know have done both the dreams.? And I gona admit.. I can't do it.. But I'm still trying to do so..

Being long since I ate mama de cooking le.. And I really miss it alot though it is always so late.. Especially豆豆汤.. When can i get it again.?


Monday, May 03, 2010

613

14 days..

How many of you out there fall in love with your heart.? And how many of you out there fall in love with your head.? What's the difference.? Does anyone knows.? With your heart, things tends to be irrational.. Tends to be a choice that you choose with no specific reason.. You tends to follow the feelings and give it a try.. A shot.. With your head, everything has been planned and there is nothing to worry cos no matter what hoes wrong, your brain will infrom you to stop and dun give it a try.. Which one do you think is the best way to be in love.?

We used to exchange our loves with promises like, for me, 'Dear, 我爱你一万年!', and for you, 'Dear. I love you one million year! '. The sweetest thing that I always love to hear.. To show that our love is ongoing.........


Sunday, May 02, 2010

612

15 days..

Money.. How many of us actually go holiday using savings.? Or do you go holiday using your monthly salary and by the time you are back, you are left with nothing.?

In the past, I dun believe in savings.. I will spend every single cent that I have with me.. I only starting savings after dear dear wanted me to do so.. And I nv regret it.. I know all he wanted was for my good.. For me to enjoy myself also.. Dear dear.. Thanks for teaching me so many things..


Saturday, May 01, 2010

611

16 days..

Holiday.. A day to relax and enjoy yourself but I spend most of it working.. Nv thought that this job will be tough from the start.. But now..... I guess I'm use to it le ba.. Working might be an advantage for me also.. To know more people.. To understand individual.. To be able to work with different people ba..

Wine.. Something we both enjoy alot.. Especially your favourite, Brown Brothers.. There was one night we went to NTUC just to get wine.. And we bought 3 different types of wine.. We finished 1 bottle and relaxed with watching a movie also.. A very enjoyable and relaxing night for us..


Friday, April 30, 2010

610

17 days..

Communication.. Is the key to alot of things in the world.. The most important key to understanding also.. If there is problems surfacing but no one wana talk it out, nothing can be solved.. Problem is still there.. Is just a matter of time for it to happen again.. The key to communication is to be able to share.....

The first time I went drinking with my agents, dear dear went out with his meis.. He came to office first and bought me dinner.. Fetched me there and went off for his movie.. He came to pick me up after his movie but was lost.. He went round and round alot of times.. But he nv throw his temper at me at all.. Dear dear.. Thanks for being so patient with me.!


Thursday, April 29, 2010

609

18 days..

In life, there is always s limit to everything that is happening around.. Limit of patience.. Limit of giving in.. Limit of loving.. Limit of playing.. Limit of drinking.. Limit of spending.. Etc.... But when will one person know that the limit is exceeded.? I never seems to realize also.. Is there any books or explaination to teach us.? I wish there is......

Where ever I'm at.. Whatever timing.. Dear dear is always there for me.. A call away.. A SMS away.. No matter wad happen or quarrel we have, dear dear seems to forget everything very fast.. Or did he just pretend that he did.? No matter wad, thanks for all the things you did..


Wednesday, April 28, 2010

608

19 days..

We are all brought to this world with organs and health.. However, how many of us really do take good care of them.? Without good care, they will fail us.. But before we complain about how our body fail us, think back.. We seems to fail them first.. And I happen to fall in the category whereby I didn't take care of them.. Even if I start to take care now, what had happened can't be undone ba.. But am I able to make it up.?

06/11/2009
ChunHui organize her 21st birthday on this day.. It happens to be our 1 year and 5 months anniversary also.. We happen to think that she is celebrating on the sat not fri.. Gona work that day and pick up losta things including her cake.. Balloon.. Presents.. Didn't have the car.. But my wonderful dear dear borrowed his daddy's car to let me drive cos he is having lesson that night.. Know that both our cars de signal handle are different, he went to buy ribbon and tied it at the signal handle so that I will remember.. He also bought me a boutique of flowers which really touches my heart alot.. Dear dear.. Thanks alot for always doing small small things to touch my heart and brighten my day.!


Tuesday, April 27, 2010

607

20 days..

In life, you are always given a choice to choose.. However, sometimes your right to choose might be taken away from you by some surrounding factors and people.. Sometimes the choice that you make will results in regret and disappointment in yourself and others.. But was that the choice that you always wanted or was it something that you have to do due to surrounding factor.?

I'm actually thankful to dear dear for nv forcing me to give up my right to choose.. No matter how much he wanted to bring me to dentist when I'm having toothache, he nv once really forced me to go.. He always gives me the right to choose.. The right to do wad I really wanted.. Dear dear thanks alot.! Really.! Without you, I might not have grown up and know that so many things actually happen in our 5 years of long run..

Exams are coming for you le.! Just wana tell you 加油.! You can do it de.! 加油加油加油!


Monday, April 26, 2010

606

21 days..

Many people tends to change as time goes by.. However, some maintain.. Look around and you might be able to feel who changes and who didn't.. For the good or bad, it is all up to the individual..

In these 5 years, we both changes alot.. From looks to characters to size (oopx) to feelings to the way we show our care and concern to the way we think ba.. We might not have say it out but the way we do it shows everything to the people around and ourselves ba..


Sunday, April 25, 2010

605

22 days..

Some things once you get use to it, it is difficult to be removed from your life le ba.. Wad to say the way you call people.. Once I'm just to call you 'eh', I will always call you that.. Maybe 1 day if I'm going to change the way I call you, will you answer me.? That's an answer that not much people can provide ba..

We drove up to genting using ur Subaru and went into the casio.. My first time sia.. Hehe.. Plus using peifen's ic.. Placing small bets and walking around with you.. Feel so fun and excited to be inside ba.. Plus the car's aircon gives out ice also.! Omg.! When will we drive up again.? Hehe..


Saturday, April 24, 2010

604

23 days..

Had a wonderful night yesterday.. Thanks.. Does a person looks affects everything that others thinks about him / her.? Is love gona change also when the other person's looks change.? Love is just so complicated ba.!

There was one night, you came to my hse but didn't inform me and I had fallen asleep le.. You bu she de to wake me up so you left shortly after reaching.. I dun really remember why you came.. Maybe we had a quarrel or something ba.. But dear.. Thanks for all the effect you have put in to make me happy and love you even more.! *muackz*


Friday, April 23, 2010

603

24 days..

Struck in a very difficult position again.. Totally lost and frustrated about wad is the next step to do le.. To say or not.? I really can't decide.. Maybe time will show itself ba.. Just hope that all friendship can still maintain even though wad happen..

You came to look for me with ur bicycle after installing the stand and cycle me from home to the park at ur house area to taman jurong area.. We had an enjoyable evening with just the cycling.. To train my dear dear and slim down.. Hehe..


Thursday, April 22, 2010

602

25 days..

Everyone is right.. Why do we all look back when we know that we all will have regrets in it.? Do you really wana leave the world with losta regrets.? Think about it.. Life is so fragile.. Nobody will get to know wad will happen today or tmr.. Not me.. Not you..

To everyone out there, If you can really predict something bad is going to happen to your closest person, is it only den you will realize how important and how much you wanted them to live on.? Is it only den will you really fulfil the things that he/she wanted in life.? Wad if time isn't enough.? Are you going to regret again not doing this, not doing that.? Wad I'm trying to drive to is 'treasure the ones around you, dun always wait till the last minute or the day that you lost him/her.'

We arranged to watch midnight movie at JP.. But I didn't have car that day as dad was going for prayers.. And you can't get the car also as you have lessons on.. Didn't wana disturb you also.. Hence, wanted to get ur Subaru with korkor's help but papa isn't home yet.. Hehe.. At my wits end, I borrowed korkor's car to fetch you from class and also to give you a big surprise.. Haha.. I guess you are also stun by korkor and my actions.. Oopx.!


Wednesday, April 21, 2010

601

26 days..

Haix.. Yesterday was bad.. Boss wan me to tell one of my agent that we wan them to bring in more business else.........

Super dunno how to say la.. Why must I be put in such a difficult position.? I just dun get it.. Shrugs.!

Stomach is slightly better le.. And mood also better le.. Guess they are linked together ba.. Haha..

Can't seems to log in my computer in office.. Gona wait for the IT person to come.. Which mean I can slack for 1 hour plus plus.. Oopx.!

All these while, I always wanted a DS lite.. So a few days before my birthday, we took bus to AMK to buy it.. Hehe.. And also went to Marina Barrage to see see.. We even played with the machine that can take photo and emailed each to our email acc..


Tuesday, April 20, 2010

600

27 days..

Back at office le.. Can't take anymore leaves or mc le.. Super losta things waiting for me.. Mum and dad keep nagging about my tummy and mum wana bring me to gynae to check.. Zzz.. Dun wana go...

Anyway, I made a promise to you and I shall keep it.. So sorry about all the troubles..

I came into office to work during the weekend.. And you came by to give me a surprise visit.. Hehe.. Thanks alot..


Monday, April 19, 2010

599

28 days..

First day back to office.. The cramps came back when I reached office.. Cried in office just now as the pain is unbearable.. Omg.!

Alot of people asked me why I love eeyore so much.. My answer is....... Eeyore was brought into my life by the person that I truely loves alot.. Without him, I won't even know eeyore.. Without him, I dunno alot of things.. Thanks dear..


Sunday, April 18, 2010

598

29 days..

We had a talk that day.. And I regretted my actions.. My decisions.. But I guess I dun have a choice anymore as I do not wana hurt you anymore.. I really dunno wad will happen in the future.. Just hope that everything will be right..

I wanted to walk on the bridge along Alexandra.. Hence drag you along.. Hehe.. We walked for dunno how many hours just to reach mount faber.. Haha.. And back down again cos of the car.. And I guess we are both so tutu de.. But was really fun and enjoyable walk.. Hehe.. Thanks for always giving in to meet my stupid suggestions at times.. Hahahahahaha..


Saturday, April 17, 2010

597

30 days.. The countdown will start from today on..

The weather outside now is exactly the same as my heart now.. Lying alone in my bed, I yearn for ur hugs.. Ur warmth around me..

22/03/2010
After so many months, this is the first time I bought you breakfast again.. Spending the whole day just with you.. Relaxing and enjoying ourselves.. I really miss those times......


Friday, April 16, 2010

596

3 days of MC.. But not a single day of sleeping late.. Heavy rain this morning.. But still gona wake up early to send dad to office for his Genting trip..

I love those cuddles and hugs that we use to have especially during raining weather as I'm always afraid of the cold.. You are always my heater.. My warmer..


Thursday, April 15, 2010

595

Morning.. Can't really sleep the whole night as the pain is still there.. Zzz.. Unbearable.. 

I really didn't mean to say that yesterday night.. Please dun take it to heart.. Sorry sorry sorry..

In the past, whenever my tummy doesn't feel well, you will always buy me hot foods and help me to apply medical oil to it.. Miss those times..


Wednesday, April 14, 2010

594

Just got home from the hospital.. Wana thanks way way and ah Wei for sending me there last night..

The pain is still there and doc can't figure out wad pain is that.. Omg.! So practically just sleep there and took 1 injection..

The last time that i went ro NUH is bcos you didnt wana go back to camp.. So you went to take MC at NUH.. I accompanied you there but was super shag.. And ended up going back to the car to sleep.. Oopx.!


Tuesday, April 13, 2010

593

Life is short and unpredictable.. You can see this person for one moment and they might be gone in the next.. Learn to forget the unhappiness and think more of the happy moments.. Dun look back at the unsolve problems.. As they are just some unhappy moments..

You bought me 'giant' eeyore for Xmas.! Bring it to my hse before going for Xmas eve de BBQ.. But I dun wana take.. Hehe.. Wana take it after midnight only.. So you gona carry it around.. Haha..


Monday, April 12, 2010

592

Bad weekend for me cos I have being thinking and thinking.. Everyone is right.. I should be more determine and not let anything around me to shake my decision.. Though it is really tough but ultimately, I'm the only one going through this with all the support from everyone around me.. Thanks alot to everyone who are always there for me.. Without you all, I might not have the motivation to be strong and be determine about my decision ba..

Everytime we goes out, I'm the one leading the road.. Hehe.. A human gps that will make mistakes.. Oopx.! I know that some time I do make you angry with me for bringing you to the wrong road.. Really sorry.. But thanks for always trusting me though you know I might make mistake..


Sunday, April 11, 2010

591

Just woke up by my leg muscle cramp.. Shrugs.! As usual, dear dear came into my mind..

I really miss those times when I had muscle cramps and you are always there.. Helping me to stretch and listen to my woes..


Saturday, April 10, 2010

590

First time using iPhone de app worx.! Hehe.. Wonder how it looks like also.. Watching Down With Love now.. Super funny.. Haha..

In life, does everyone only remember the bad and not the good.? Decided to face it and not run anymore.. Wad about you.? *curious*

We went to GENTING together.. Hehe.. Our first *honeymoon*.. hehe.. Though I'm having exams soon.. But still went with you.. Cos I just wana spend more time with you ba.. Hugging together in the night.. And you have to look after me cos of my weak weak stomach.. Thanks alot for all the troubles of having to warm the plain water every now and then in the night..


Friday, April 09, 2010

589

In life, there are ups and downs.. Sometime you are so looked upon by others.. Sometime you might be thrown down to the lowest of the pit.. But think back.. Who are the people who are always there to help, listen and accompany you whn you are down.? These people are called friends.! And how many does each of us hv in this world? How many can they confide in.? It all depends on the individual..

When you are having ur confinement in tekong, it was the longest seperation that we have.. So as to not make you worry about me, I wrote all my 'miss' in email and send to you.. Really miss those days when I'm emailing you.. And awaiting the day that you will finish reading them.. Just like this place ba.. A place which has been going on for so long but you are seldom here..


Thursday, April 08, 2010

588

两个相爱的人不一定能/要在一起。有很多时候只要miss过时间和缘分,生命就会有很大的changes。你我是这样吗?

when we first celebrated my birthday, you gave me 'or lu lu'.. You gang up with the rest to lie to me that you met with an accident.. We were all so panic that we ran down immediately.. My heart was telling me to be faster.. I can't lose you.. Dunno why this thought came in also.. But it was at that time, I realize how much I wanted to be with you.. 5 years le.. Is this still my ans.?


Wednesday, April 07, 2010

587

here again.. Actually had made a new decision this morning le.. Quite happy with it.. But will still continue here.. Cos my memory are failing me soon..

You have to serve the government le.. Didn't wan you to go but I can't go against the law.. Spend the last night with you and fell asleep before you.. You wrote me a note..

亲爱的Dear Dear

我爱你!

虽然你smelly smelly, 可是我爱你!
虽然你stubborn, 可是我爱你!
虽然你attitude, 可是我爱你!
虽然你lazy, 可是我爱你!

因为你是我的唯一!

黄宝贝
aka
zhu zhu


Tuesday, April 06, 2010

586

All are just going to be meomories le..

We went to the zoo together for the first time on 01082008.. Walked around and took losta photos.. It seems like the first time we go to zoo.. Like 2 kids.. Or am I the only 1 kid.? Haha.. Who cares anyway..


Monday, April 05, 2010

585

morning everyone.. New week.. New start.. Feeling fresh today.. Every unhappy things will be the past le..

The day that you gave me the special ring together with the necklace, I was so surprise.. All these while I thought you had threw it away le.. But I guess I was wrong.. I never regret giving this relationship another chance.. Never ever regretted this decision that we made together and all the things that happen during all these months..


Sunday, April 04, 2010

584

will be coming here for often le.. Wana list down the happy moments that we had in the past.. Before I forget everything..

For our first month anniversary, dear dear bought me an eeyro that can holds my hp.. The present might be small and something he bought very last min but it is something that has been accompanying me for 1 year plus whenever I'm at work.. It is always there looking at me with his small eyes that look exactly like 'you'..


Saturday, April 03, 2010

583

looking at everone around me, I just wana help them to untie things and problems in their heart.. Be it with them or their other half..


Wednesday, March 10, 2010

582

been zillion years that i''m here le.. But I really dunno where to go now.. We just had a quarrel which has been very normal these few weeks.! I wana have a talk with him.. But he is nv giving me a chance.. Do you understand how piss off I get.. I wana talk.. Why can't you let me do so.? I dunno wad went wrong.. Every couple that faces problems get to sit down to talk and discuss but ours always seems to be one-sided.. Why is it so.? 


Saturday, May 23, 2009

581

being long since i last came here.. doubt much people come here too..

blogging now cos i'm so bored.. nothing to do. trying to waste some of my time here.. actually was thinking of going into office today de.. but guess not la.. dunno wad to do there also.. though i got some work left la.. hehe.. just plain lazy ba.. oopx.!

anyway, life have been sso busy recently due to a colleague that has been on MC since last week or so.. have to clear all her things and also my own things.. enn so busy busy la.. that i didnt even know where my 8 hours of work went to everyday.. omg.!

yesterday wasthe worst.. i didnt even know it was time to go home le till i'm at the last transmission.. cant believe myself lorx..

but the good thing is i wont be so bored la.. and also i'm getting being well with most of the colleagues there.. so ok la.. pros and cons lorx..

gona go le. go and think how to disturb that dear dear of mine.. hehe.. take care folks.!


Friday, April 17, 2009

580

back.. being very stress and busy at work these few days.. omg.! rushing and rushing.. good news to share i have being confirm le.. hehe..

dear dear is away for tonight.. will only be back tmr night.. zzz.. and dad's leg is not feeling well again.. very worry for him..

down with flu and cough and sore throat recently.. suffering like hell.. dear dear bought me logzenes today.. thanks lots..

totally dunno wad to blog sia.. omg.! work is just so stress out.! argh.!!


Thursday, March 26, 2009

579

i'm back here again.. everytime i'm here, it just meant that my mood isnt good.. today is really bad that i'm crying while blogging..

my partner have been on leave since yesterday and might only be back on monday.. which i have to work independently now.. handling agents.. for both iii and srp.. even things that i never did before,i have to try to check around and figure out how to do.. stress is really there..

work is bad.. relationship is bad too.. dear dear is injured now.. hope you get well fast.. sorry that i'm not perfect.. from the start, you know that i'm demanding.. you are the only one around me that doesnt give me stress.. but i guess from today on, it is going to be different.. i have to learn to control everything that is coming out from me.. i can never be like the past.. so carefree when we are together.. sorry..

being long since i hid myself in room to let myself go.. let tears flow.. i guess, nothing in this world last forever.. even the slightest happiness..

i guess now i just wana be alone.. cry my heart out.. let myself go.. i'm being under too much stress.. omg.!


Thursday, March 12, 2009

578

THIS POST IS MY DEAR DEAR.! DUN ANGRY LE.!

*muackz*


Saturday, February 14, 2009

577

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY TO ALL THAT ARE LOOKING AT THIS ENTRY.!

just got back home not long and is on the phone with dear dear.. we spend the day out last night.. hehe.. and i enjoyed myself alot.. hehe.. thanks dear dear..

we had a cake decoration session in the afternoon.. was suppose to wait for 3 hours before we can decorate.. however, dear dear went to cut queue (super evil) and we did not have to wait at all.. yipee.!

dinner was at my house.. spagetti.. cooked by both of us.. and yesh.! it is edible.. not kidding..

after that we fall asleep till mummy and daddy got back... eaten the cake.. and i send him back..

super tired now.. think i'm off to my bed le.. take care everyone out there.. today is the day for everyone to enjoy.. especially girls.. so even if your other half is making our day bad, smile and things will be over.. hehe..


Tuesday, February 03, 2009

576

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL.!

sorry that i'm abit late.. but not really la. today is only the 8th day.. 7th more days to the end of it.

the week efore CNY wwas so packed and busy due to losta celebrations and festive.. dear dear joined in my family reunion at market on friday night.. after that, i followed him to meet his bunk mates for supper at BEDOK.. reached home around 3 plus.. omg.!

sat was spend at home due to menses cramps.. zzz.. dun even feel like eating.. and in the night, delivered pots of orange plant to dear dear and junying house.. den headed to have prata at clementi road.. dear dear actually wanted to come to my house to stay over as we are washing car in the morning.. but kor kor wana use the car.. so plan was put off.. reached home around 1 plus and was locked outside as i didnt bring the key.. the worst thing was my phone was low batt and i cant make any call.. no choice but to go to the coffee shop downstairs to borrow phone to make rescue call to dear dear.. drove over to get the key and came home..

sun was spend to wake up very early at 7am to wash car car.. den breakfast with family and also dear dear.. den went to do some last minute shopping..

started work for 2 days le.. so far is ok la.. just that sometimes when i dun have things to do, it can be really boring.. cos there is no internet to be used.. zzz.. how boing and stupid the place can be..


Sunday, January 18, 2009

575


PICS ARE HERE.!

i dun really remember when they are taken.. so sorry about it.. hehe..


something that i just manage to learn to draw


flower on my cousin's wedding day


bear bear

~CHUNHUI BIRTHDAY~





~MY BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION AT PIZZA HUT WITH QIUPING AND MINFENG~







ZUMING n ME



eeyore

~Prawning Session~



~Latern Festival~
*ME, DEAR DEAR, JUNYING, ERIC, YUUN MIIN and HER BF*
































~Chill Out~
*ME, DEAR DEAR, MINFENG, KAIXU, QIUPING and FRIENDS*







~Market Celebration*











~ME n DEAR DEAR~

CHUNHUI hostel

*4th Month Anniversary @ TAO's*









*before*

*after*


*Tekong Day*





first book out.


on the way to get my ds

*Marina Barrage*







*ECP*



*Mount Faber*





that's all everyone.. off to sleep le.. omg.! is so late now..nitex to all out there.!