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Time now is 4.52am.. I am blogging.. Cant believe it.. I cant fall asleep.. Haiz.. I did sleep.. For like 1 hour or less ba.. Got woke up by my bro.. No mood to sleep le.. Many things running in my mind lately.. Later still need to go down help my mum at the stall.. Wont be going back to bed le ba.. Even if i go back, i cant fall asleep.. No point lahz.. Might as well use the com.. Maybe i can see things that brighten up my dae ba.. Cant have a black face in my mum market cos we are running a business.. It is alwaes a fake me there.. Cos i cant be myself there.. Else i will get nagged.. Scolded.. Etc.. Getting more and more use to them le.. It happens everyday..

Someone make me smile and laugh through sms jux now.. We both are owls.. Haha.. Thanks.. You make my day much brighten.. You make me forget the troubles and problems that i have for that moment.. thanks alot.. However, i think that person fall asleep le.. Hope you can quit being one ba.. You know wad i mean.. Wan me to sae out your name ma? Haha.. You decide ba..(Dun even know if you will come)

Being very sad and lost these few daes.. Feel like going on a break.. A short one ba.. Cant be long cos too many projects le.. Taiking of projects, reminded me that i have common test tmr.. worse part: i have not started.. Oh my god.. Think i later mux start le.. No matter how tired i am.. I have to study lahz.. No choice..

Holidae coming le.. But is it really a holidae? All assignments are due soon after term 2 start.. Wad kind of holidae is it? Stress can? Haiz.. This is poly life.. I have to get use to it.. Everydae is so stress..

Headach coming in.. Think is because of not enough sleep ba.. Yawning now.. But is like i cant sleep long.. I need to go "work" le.. Sad.. Nvm lahz.. Think i will leave earlier ba.. Wana sleep first before i study.. Else.. Nothing will go in.. Worse is later i sleep and didnt wake up to study.. Den i will be in deep shit.. Haha.. Hope i wont be that pig ba..

Feeling much better after blogging le.. Maybe because i am not alone ba.. There is still this blog here to pei me.. Frenx around to pei me too.. Although i never confine in you people or i seldom ask you all out, you all are not forgotten.. You all have alwaes played an important part in my life.. Jux that you all didnt know.. Thanks for being there.. I never regret knowing you people.. Love all of you.. I am still strong ba.. Can handle things on my own.. Take it as a brave front ba.. Dunno how long i still can hide..

Stopping here le.. Need to go get ready le.. It is so early.. Oh my god.. Ok lahz.. Better stop le.. Blog when i finish studying for my tmr de test ba.. Hope i can resist the temptation to use the com when i reach home.. Hehe.. Take care everyone..