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Thanks to my itchy hand and irritating mouse, i dunno wad i click or wad i press.. My whole long post that i was typing halfway was gone.. OMG!!! Wad the!!! Nvm.. I shall retype it.. Haha.. Since i have no other choice lahz..

Didnt went to see the doc jux now.. Cos as i was about to leave the house, i realise that my eye was no longer red le.. So i wore back my lens and feel no hurt.. So i think i need not go see doc lahz.. And so i didnt go.. Haha..

Meet Ling Fei at Bukit Batok de interchange.. The place where we always meet lahz.. Hehe.. She reached first.. I reached less than 5 mins after she reached.. Am i late? Haha.. Dunno also.. Den on the way there, i suddenly thought of smsing Li Wei.. Haha.. Cos since we going West Mall mahz.. Den he in Shatec.. Maybe can meet him lorx.. Been ages since i saw him.. Haha.. So qiao he jux ended school.. So he sae meet us lorx.. Waited so long for him.. He walked like tortise like that sia.. Den saw some of his classmates and students of Shatec.. I wonder how the girls survive by wearing heels everydae sia.. Haha.. I doubt i can tahan..

That Li Wei never change at all lorx.. Still the same.. But he look weird in Shatec de uniform.. Dunno wad is wrong lahz.. Only know that he look weird weird de.. Haha.. Took his phone and saw the video of that girl that was beaten up by 3 girls.. OMG!! She is so poor thing sia.. She is so brave.. She never shout nor hit back.. Even though she was kicked.. Knocked against the wall.. Stripped.. Heard that she was beaten because she seduced the guy of another girl.. Erm.. Isn't it the guy's fault? Cos he fall for the girl? Why mux it be the girl that get all the beating? Wad about the guy? Jux nothing happen to him? Is it fair? Maybe nothing is fair in this world ba.. Ridiculous people.. And so wad if you beat up that girl? Will that guy be forever yours? After this, you should know that he will leave you one dae if he found a better one.. How many more can you beat up your rival and not get hit back? And anyway, those that beat her up were arrested le.. For that guy and such a small thing, is it worth your future? Wad are the youngster thinking nowadaes? I really think we are people of different century..

Soon he left le.. Went to meet his lao po.. Den me and Ling Fei went to West Mall de food court to eat.. The food was ok ok lahz.. Many things and thoughts ran through my mind at that moment.. Walked around West Mall after that and even went to the library cos Ling Fei wana see books on Interior Design.. The course she taking lorx.. So i jux sat there to play the tamagotchi.. Haha.. And she lend it to me.. Haha.. Hope i wont kill this life..

Been boring shopping in West Mall.. Ever since Ling Fei moved house, we kept going to West Mall whenever we meet.. So sianz lorx.. But also lazy to go far lahz.. Plus she now got no ez-link card.. Cos the old one expired le.. And she cant make the new one as the date isnt here yet.. So also dun wana ask her to go to far lahz.. think the next time we go out, we will be meeting around town area le.. Cos her school is at Bugis area.. Den she starting school soon le.. Another 19 daes.. Haha.. Enjoy your these few daes before you meet your doomdae.. Haha.. Guess it is not that bad lahz.. Hehe..

Den we left West Mall at 5 or 6 plus ba.. Den on the way to the interchange, we bought 2 cone ice cream.. As usual, mine is chocolate.. Haha.. It is my life of chocolate.. Hehe.. Hers was mixed.. And we ate as we walked.. Chatted awhile.. Cos ice cream cant board bus.. Den i pei her wait for her bus and i went home..

Been a very lazy me.. And since i am using concession, i took 3 buses to go home from West Mall.. Haha.. I know that is alot lahz.. But i am jux plain lazy to wait and walk.. Haha.. So i took 157.. Alighted at JE market.. Den boarded 66.. Took 1 stop and alight.. Den boarded 160.. And alighted at my house downstairs de bus stop.. Haha.. I know i very bo liao lahz.. but since i got nothing to do, that seem to be the best way to save my time, and my energy.. Haha..

Reached home, checked mails.. And i went to study.. Haha.. Know i todae very guai.. But i also dunno lahz.. Fear of failing coming in le.. think i really need to buck up le.. Being slacking too much.. Mux jia you.. Dun wana fail any modules le..

Hate SP sia.. The stupid system.. I dunno wad is that idiot email acc pw.. I cant access it.. And i cant check for warning letters.. Hate the school sia.. Forget it lahz.. Think i go reset it again in school tmr.. Hope i remember.. Been bad at remembering things recently.. Watched TV after that.. Nothing to do le.. So sianz..

Everytime when i wana give up, something is pulling me back.. Asking me to wait.. You are the creator for my life now.. The designer.. Can you tell me how you going to decorate me? I dun wish to guess and guess and guess.. It is tiring.. i jux wish to know wad is running up there.. in you.. Stop all the torturing that you are causing on me.. Let's end it once and for all.. To stop or continue, it is all in your hands.. The song in this blog, Zhong Lai, it is for you.. For you to think as you hear this song.. Think carefully ba.. Dun wan any harsh actions.. Dun wana see any of us regretting later.. I will be waiting for that call/sms that will tell me wad you really wan in this problem.. Stop letting it hang there..

Think i stop here le.. Wana go sleep le.. Cant afford to keep skipping school.. It is bad for health.. haha.. Ok lahz.. Enough of crap le.. Hehe.. Take care peers.. Jia you and good luck to everyone that come here.. Haha..

*You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back.*