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Thanks everyone that show me care and concern all these while.. I jux love all of you.. Hehe.. My jies, kors, peers and les.. Thanks for being there.. I am ok le.. Hehe.. Still the same old Kai Xin in everyone's eyes..

Comparing to the past, i think i am really not that strong le.. I am starting to show how i really feel to everyone le.. Which i dun wish to.. Dun wan everyone to be worry about me.. I jux have to be strong.. So much have happen since the start of this year till June ba.. So much silent crying that no one knows about.. Venting my unhappiness on things and stuffs.. Do all humans have to go through high and low? Why cant we alwaes be happy? Why mux there be times that are low? Take it that i am selfish ba.. All the while, i only wanted high times.. Never wanting sad times.. But however, i jux cant control them ba.. All i can do is to face them..

But now, all these have past.. I have overcome all these pain, hurt and torture.. I am once again the old Kai Xin but there is still some holes in me ba.. Never ever like the past.. Never ever that perfect.. I am only complete with the love from everyone.. Therefore, i wana thank everyone out there that play a part in my life.. No matter big or small, you still play a part and i love all of you..
Saw something jux now.. Feel sad ba.. Dunno why she never tell me wad happen during that time.. Is it because of the seperation and we dun look that close? I really dunno.. Hope you recover soon from the sadness of losing someone so important to you ba.. Sorry that i am now there for you.. I wan the old, crazy, bu yao lian de you.. Hehe..

Think i stop here ba.. Saying out everything jux make me more happy ba.. Sorry if you feel that you wasted your time reading this.. And anyway, i am still wondering if that 'annonymous' still comes here.. If you do, jux tag ba.. Haha.. I wont ask who you are le.. I will respect your decision of not wanting to sae out your name.. Take care everyone.. love everyone around you before it is too late..

*Loving yourself can treat everything*