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This entry is written when i am very angry.. Not in the mood.. Feeling stress too.. I dunno how to tell anyone.. So i am just venting them out here.. Dun continue reading if you are not bothered about this matter.. Sorry for any mistakes or wadeva that it caused.. This entry doesnt concern anyone.. I only wish i can hear things from you ba.. Just wan your time and care.. That is all i have to sae..

I never believe wad i learnt in school.. Wad i learnt in a family.. Wad i was taught about since young.. Since i learnt to understand things.. Since i learnt to talk.. Since i learnt to recoginise people.. Everyone told me that family bonding cant be break easily.. Family can be trusted.. Everyone in the family wont be cruel to each other.. But now, i doubt i believe in all these 'so-called' real theory.. I never believe the word 'family'.. I never believe that water is thicker than blood..

The whole thing happened in this way: Two brothers, Lao Er and Lao Si, they work in the same company.. Lao Si is the boss while Lao Er is only working for him.. They are not blood related because Lao Er is adopted back before Lao Si was borned.. However, they still grow up together in the same house.. Lao Si had seen Lao Er since young as a baby.. They have been living together since young till they both got marry.. By right, Lao Si should know wad type of person is Lao Er.. He should know him very well..

Now, they both are in their 40s or 50s le.. So many years of knowing each other.. Recently, Lao Si realise that some of the stocks from the company is missing.. And he supsects that it was Lao Er that took it.. Can you imagine, he did rather think that the other workers didnt took it and insisted that Lao Er took it.. OMG!! So many years of growing up together.. And he just doesnt trust Lao Er.. Are you sure this is wad people called Family? I really doubt so.. You chose to believe outsiders than family members.. It is just so ridiculous..

Do anyone here thinks that i should still believe in the word 'Family'? I really dunno.. It just starts to make me wonder wad is going on in this world.. Which part of my learning is right? Which part is wrong? Who can tell me? I am really very stressed now.. Please leave me alone for some time.. All i need now is him.. *sobx sobx*