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Erm.. Home now.. Logical lahz.. Where else can i be at in such late hours.. Hehe.. Manage to take 105 home just now.. And it is not the last bus lorx.. Hehe.. OMG!! It was faster than me taking the stupid red line de train lorx.. ARGH!!!

Spent my whole 30 mins de journey home alone.. Didnt call nor sms anyone.. Just wana be alone for awhile.. Clear my thoughts.. Sort out my thinkings.. Been long since i do that.. Been too busy for this le.. So i just listen to the FM radio..

Been thinking alot just now.. My life.. My studies.. My frenx.. And most importantly, wad i really wan in my life.. I have already conclude that no one can take control of my life... I have learnt not to follow wad others sae.. Make my own decision.. I have to remove the word 'dunno' from my life.. That word can bring me no where.. But still, i am not clear.. All i know now is, i wana study hard.. Do well for my this sem.. Get high GPA.. And work hard.. Earn money.. And most important is also to enjoy my work..

Been through so much, i have learnt i shouldnt be too kind to certain people which i dun wish to mention here.. They should know who they are.. Need not fear if you are not them.. Not all of you belong here.. Only certain people and they let me learn alot..

Humans like to take advantage of each other de .. Especially after you have help him/her, you can see the real colours coming out.. The real way they are.. I have learnt this lesson le.. Therefore, i am more aware now whenever i help others.. Dun wana get myself into so many troubles..

Wanted to go cycling de.. But got 3 problems in me now.. 1) Falling down.. Cos really very high lorx.. ARGH!! Damn it.. Nvm.. I am use to falling down le.. Hehe.. 2) Very late le.. I got night blindness.. Haha.. 3) I lazy to carry down.. Plus it is very heavy for me to carry it up lorx.. I so small-sized.. Kidding la..

Think i stop here le.. Gona wake up at 10.30am to wake LING FEI up.. Cos she got lesson.. Haha.. First time me being the alarm clock of others in the morning.. Take care everyone.. Jia you.. GOOD LUCK TO ALL THOSE TAKING EXAMZ AND PRELIMS.. ALL THE BEST..