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Wednesday, September 20, 2006 195 This is something to do with my thinkings la.. I think i just have to be busy.. I remember telling some people about my newest plan on my life.. But somehow, it has been shaken todae.. Since morning.. Till now.. Everything is playing in my mind.. Like a video tape.. Non stop.. I dunno how to stop all these thinkings.. So i think all i can do is to run.. Keeping myself busy.. I know that it is not the usual me la.. But i dun have a choice le.. Cos i really dunno how to stop all of these things le.. All these thinkings and emorional stuffs la.. Think of all people, only one person know wad really happen todae.. Think i just wana be alone.. I have to sort out all these things one dae.. It's just a matter of time nia.. I cant run away for long de.. I know it.. However, some things cant be hurry.. I dunno.. Since that dae, i saw that thing.. Everything in my mind cleared.. Images of the person that can shake me appear everywhere.. But still, there is 1 qn in my mind.. Which makes everything look so important now.. Wana go there todae.. But thinking back, wad is the point of me going there sia??? Will it help me or wad?????? I really dunno.. I think i really need to think very carefully.. Think wad my next step in life really is.. To follow my plan now.. Or have a last min change??? |