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In school now.. Having VDG de practical.. Abit sianz la.. Now waiting for my LES to come meet me.. Need to pass her things and take things from her.. Hehe..

Hehe.. I am over the moon since yesterday.. Everything about me after the blood donation wasnt right la.. Very high and hyper.. And i didnt know why lorx.. Hehe.. Anyway, i hope i can remain this way forever.. It is so happy la.. Without any sadness nor boredom in myself..

Maybe everyone was right la.. I really cant hide from the fact la.. And so now, i am not hiding from it le.. Just not letting it to appear like the past ba.. Hehe.. I also wana thank that person for making me know that everything i use to tell myself are just some motivation to myself.. But in the end, i still cant do it.. So i will just face it la.. Dun wana run anymore.. Hehe.. Hope i can struggle past it..

~ADVICE~
If i have the guts to tell you here, i wont fear to leave my name.. Not that people didnt take a point of view in your shoe.. It is just that people think that it is really not worth it for you to do that.. Frenz care for you.. Who wan you to be sad?? Who wan you to be a person that doesnt treasure you?? Who wan you to be with a person that may end up cheating all your feelings?? Why waste your time to be with these kind of people or thinking of how to solve it?? Why not find the ideal one?? HE WONT LEAVE THAT GIRL ONE.. Believe me.. Everyone knows that.. It is just that no one have the guts to tell you.. Cos they dun wana hurt you.. I say it out.. Not to hurt you.. I just wan you to know.. He went over there cos he still loves the girl.. The only thing that he cant have from the girl is her "presence".. Cos she is far from him.. But their heart is near to each other.. Think about it..