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In a very bad mood now.. Just here to vent my anger and sadness only.. Crying once again.. Over my own carelessness.. Stupidity.. Foolishness.. If not for all these, i wont lose it.. I didnt know why i am so stupid and hao wan la.. Why mux i take it out??? I AM JUST A STUPID KAI XIN BA..

I use to lose it once.. And i thought i will learn my lesson but i didnt.. I thought that it is really fated to be mine all these while.. But this time, i seriously doubt that i will find it cos i dun even know where i lost it.. I am like digging for a needle in the sea.. I dun even know if i should be looking for it la..

I think i should give up.. Give up believing in miracle.. Give up in believing fairytales still happens to humans.. Hold on to what i say to myself.. I will do it.. I believe..