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suppose to post this earlier de.. but wasnt free these few daes and i dun get to use the com.. so i shall post it up todae.. my first blog entry for 2007.. hehe..

writing a reflection for the year 2006 ba.. since it has come to an end.. a summary of my 2006 life..

2006.. an important year for me.. cos i reached another part of my life.. 18 years old.. the second stage to independent ba..

this year, more tears than before.. more sadness.. more regrets.. more bad things.. none of them are good de..

i started this year with a great guy.. he made me know wad i really wan in a guy.. he also made me know that i am such a failure in relationship.. i wasnt a good girlfriend after all.. he made me know that i am not fit to have any guys by my side..

happy memories ended quietly in JAN.. it makes me know that happy things doesnt last long.. after all these sweet sweet daes, i finally learned a very important word, 'TREASURE'..

chinese new year pass quickly.. troubles come quickly too.. people creating my life into rubbish.. came to create troubles and left.. but i learn to be strong.. to fight against them.. i am not fear of them anymore..

school started, i have entered yr 2.. more stress.. more assignment.. more work.. more daes of skipping school..

soon, half a year pass.. holidae came in JUNE.. hoping that i can let go off the sadness in JAN.. but i still cant.. in JULY, we got together again.. i finally learn to treasure.. put HIM in front of everything.. giving him surprises.. waiting for him.. writing a book on our relationship.. but in the end, we are not fated to be together.. he left me again.. alone in the night.. jus a sms.. the sms that i kept till now.. tears still dropped when i read it..

the last half year was filled with more and more assignments.. friends' bdae.. party.. fun.. but bits and bits of him still lives with me till now... think i will never forget him ba.. cos he was the one and only one that taught me so much in a relationship.. hope he can find the right one for him one dae.. thought i still hope that i can be the one.. but i think i have to stop waiting for miracle to happen ba.. ZAI JIAN..

hehe.. 2006.. too many things to learn le.. in 2007, i am 19 le.. so fast.. soon i will be 20 le.. sobx sobx.. sound so old lorx.. hope that this year, i wont let the same mistake repeat.. hehe.. i also learn that some things are fated de.. hehe.. i believe in fate.. lol..

kk.. stopping here le.. take care peers.. also wana wish everyone HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! hehe.. all the best for 2007.. lalala..