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i had a dream last night.. a dream that was so look real.. sound so real.. that i wish i can stay in there forever.. but i know maybe it can never come true.. and it wont last forever.. in that dream, i realize how much i missed you.. how much i wan you.. how much i desired your hugs.. loves.. presence of you.. and everything of you.. i still cant pluck up the courage to tell you how much i wan everything to be true.. cos i fear that after you know about it, you will leave me for good.. everything now between us is wonderful.. the playing.. the occasional sms.. the occasional going out together.. the fun.. dun wish to have any changes to it.. maybe we both can only be up to this stage ba..

one thing that up to this point i still dunno.. it is the thinking in your heart and brain.. i am so desperate to know.. but was also very afraid to know the truth.. the truth that maybe good and also maybe bad..

the future, no one knows.. maybe my dream will come true.. maybe it wont.. if i ever have a choice, to have the dream come true, i will wan it to come true.. definitely hope it wasnt a dream..