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ok.. i seriously think that i have been neglecting my blog.. OMG!!! alot of things is changing le.. even the way to update my blog.. omg!! adding an entry seems to be so messy..

wana apologise to all my regular readers and peers.. known or unknown to me.. tagged or didnt tag my board.. sorry for not updating.. hehe..

just some frequent updates.. that moron called again that day when i am outside.. and i have decided to think that it is time i let dad know about it.. since he is the one that signed my line.. cant hide from him ma.. cos maybe i will be changing number.. cant take it anymore for people to keep calling me for nothing..

life recently have been sleeping sleeping sleeping.. been very tired lorx.. spend my sat sleeping.. since 4am(i think)till 8pm.. i know i have been sleeping for 16 hours la.. but i am seriously very tired lorx.. i need my sleep alot.. *yawn*

tmr(7th May 07) is NPCC day.. wana wish my juniors all the best for tmr la.. hehe.. i still think that it will rain lorx.. LOLx.. serious.. anyway.. do well for tmr.. and also do well for MYE!!!

been having some serious thinking since FRI.. and i think i have sorted some things out.. got through a short emo period.. which wasnt that seriuos la.. cos frenz around should know how weird is it for kaixin to be emo for too long.. hehe..

wana say
I'M SORRY
i didnt mean to hurt you in the past.. i know that wad amount of hurt.. hatred.. sadness.. tears.. betray.. distrust.. can never be taken back.. and i have also gotten wad i deserved.. life-time sentence to retribution.. life-time sentence to not knowing how to treasure.. life-time sentence of not been able to remove the scar.. i regret alot for wad i did.. and wad i didnt do.. but wad can i do?? i did my best to 'mi bu' le.. but it was all useless.. i cant remove the scar.. am i really unforgivable?? this ans, only you know.. only you can decide.. my qn to you, everyone makes mistakes.. will i be forgiven for it?? i have seriously been affected by this..

gona stop here le.. dun worry peers.. i will be ok de.. i will still be the strong kaixin that everyone know.. however, i , myself, know that i can never always be happy.. life has ups and downs.. i can handle them de.. JIA YOU!!! take care everyone..