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erm.. just here to blog for awhile.. before i go and bath.. to get ready for school.. woke up at 8 plus this morning.. cos helped my bro to collect his report book.. OMG!! i was right.. he passed MATHS only.. 52.0... wad kind of result is this man.. omg!! i really doubt he can pass his N level this year lorx.. nightmare to face his teacher just now..

i have being thinking alot recently.. especially last night.. as i cant sleep well.. dunno why also.. wanted to talk to someone.. but no one is there.. sound pathetic.. of cos la.. 4am lehx.. who else is there to pick up my call without cursing me?? spending a night alone.. alert.. clear minded.. i thought of alot of things.. my life.. what am i doing.. and many others..

i have learnt.. L-O-V-E.. 4 LETTERS[easy to spell].. 1 WORD[easy to remember and read.. UNEXPLAINABLE.. dun you think so.. so many things that cant be explain.. how you fall in love.. how you fall out of love.. how you still hold on.. how you manage to let go.. how sad you can be.. how happy you can be.. so many qns.. so many factors.. so many pros and cons.. but is it necessary for human to fall in love?? can we control that?? can we really get to choose wad to let go and wad not to let go?? i really dunno.. cos that is wad i am facing now..

gona stop here le.. bro wana use the com.. argh!! i feel like killing him.. anyway, i gona go school le.. take care everyone..

*looking forward to the holiday that is coming in the next to weeks.. hehe..