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jus had a warm shower.. ya.. i know.. it is going to be 3am le.. so why am i showering?? am i crazy or wad?? i am not.. i am perfectly ok.. juat wana have a splash of water from head to toe.. a feel of water.. desperate for water?? wadeva..

talking of water.. splashing head to toe, i feel like going to have a swim.. but.... haiz.. too many factors to look into.. being long since i last swim.. 1/2 a yr?? 1 yr?? or more?? oopx.. dun really remember it.. omg!! think i really need a swim.. i just love to be in water.. however........ never like it when there is many people at the pool.. not that i cant face others or i am not good enough.. just that i dun like to squeeze with people.. i just love the pool to myself.. my own pool.. in my dreamz.. hehe.. if only i am rich enough to own one.. i dun even have something in my name maybe.... except for my phone.. wihout the line.. equals useless.. LOLx..

ya.. i used to swim.. since i wad..... like...... erm..... 10 years old?? i think so.. dun really remember.. mum send me for swimming lesson.. i was the only one in the family who knows how to swim... soon she decided to send my twin bro to lesson too.. learnt for 2 years.. and didnt continue.. didnt know why.. maybe cos i already know the basics.. didnt ask her why too.. cant really be bother..

from then on, whenever i wan a swim, i will go to my uncle's condo to swim if i wan.. there is always no people there.. like my own pool.. and i can have a good marvellous shower at his house lata.. maybe even FOOD.. or a ride home.. hehe.. think i have never ever swim in a public pool except for lesson.. sound like a weirdo.. dun i?? i dunno.. maybe it is just a habit.. seems like a bad one.. OMG!!

anyway cant swim.. cos my HAIR...,... ARGH!!!!! yupx.. rebonded.. chemical.. damages my hair.. oh man.. f***.. argh!! think i will just go ahead and swim.. decided wad to do to my hair later.. treatment maybe??? hehe.. i really dunno.. but i wan a swim.. omg!! who can tell me wad to do?? any better suggestion?? LINGFEI DUN TELL ME SHOWER CAP.. OR SWIM CAP.. wadeva cap it is, it looks awful.. never will i wear it.. no matter how "well" it can protects my hair.. i think it is useless.. NO NO NO..

being doing some stupid things recently.. who to blame?? no one.. myself.. my own clumsiness.. omg!! think i really very clumsy.. gona change.. looking more and more blur also.. omg!! dun remember where i placed everything.. i needa find my stuffs fast.. before they all goes missing forever..

that monster came with my neighbour to my house this afternoon to bring in the laundry.. guess wad...... he kept crying.. omg!! and it is for no reason.. he just keep crying.. argh!! think he is really getting on my nerves soon..

gona go.. time is late.. still needa wake up at 6am lata to help my mum at the stall.. take care everyone.. still gona think of ways to dry my hair too.. it is still wet.. *thinking about my swim* sweet dreamz.... and good nitex.......