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been long since i blog.. sorry everyone.. my counter keep jumping.. yet, i am not here.. LOLx.. sorry all my regular readers.. i will try to blog more often.. hehe.. mux come often horx.. even though i dun blog.. but my counter is jumping fast.. and my tagboard is quiet.. LOLx..

recent update.. just celebrated JIAYONG de birthday yesterday.. MONDAY! anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY again.. hehe.. will upload all the pics once i have all.. waiting for CHUNHUI to send me wad she has.. a very enjoying day to catch up and most importantly.................

been up the whole night.. cos dad wasnt feeling well last night when i reach home.. vomitted once.. felt worry and so i just cant sleep.. so i stayed up to watch him.. on stand up.. but lucky nothing is wrong.. he and mum have just left for work.. mum keep nagging about me not sleeping.. omg!!

been thinking alot during the night.. i starting to wonder...... why is it that, when 2 people are together, no matter wad 1 party do, he/she doesnt seems to get wad he/she wan from the other one.. when that person is down/sick, all he/she ask for is a sentence of concern.. but........ nothing came.. sound sad?? i think so.. cos that is wad i am seeing and also wad i am facing.. so much you hope to get.. but nothing came.. dun get wad i mean?? nvm la.. not important too.. i know wad i am blogging can le.. for me to be emo and thinking only.. dun think too much into the sentence..

been talking on the phone with my fren just now.. COMMENT: that i changed alot.. the feeling when we talked on the phone seems so different from the past.. i have changed.. and i say......... "YES, I CHANGED.. BUT SOME THINGS CAN NV BE THE SAME EVEN THOUGH I HAVE CHANGED.. SOME THING CAN NV BE LIKE THE PAST.. NO MATTER HOW YOU WISH FOR IT.." i tried so hard.. so many ways.. just like wad i witness in true life now.. however, nothing seems to change.. the other party doesnt seems to sense it at all.. even though if he/she sense it, nothing have change.. 'STRANGER' is the best word to describe them.. really dunno wad is in this world.. maybe everyone just prefer things that they cant reach.. things that come easily doesnt mean anything ba..

enough of all the sad stuffs.. i should be happy de.. dun let the early morning thinkings be all these.. dun wan my day to be bad.. hehe.. timetable is out le.. erm............. pack?? relax?? cant really say la.. cos i also not sure.. LOLx.. there is 3 days where lesson starts at 8am.. 3 days where lesson ends at 1pm.. and 2 days that lesson ends at 6pm.. which i hated the most.. OMG!! that is all ba.. actually i still think ok la.. not really that bad.. most lesson is FYP.. 10 hours a week.. do we really have to have so many lessons together?? i really wonder..

erm.... seems like i gona stop here le.. is 6.31am le.. omg!! i need my sleep le.. hehe.. take care everyone.. school starting in a week.. hopefully, i still have time to play ba.. JIA YOU!!
*looking forward to chalet now*