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just manage to climb out from my bed not long.. zzz.. dun even feel like waking up la.. not that i'm tired.. just plainly hungry cos i have not eaten since last night.. just hoping for some food to drop down.. hoping phone will ring.. hoping someone knocking on the door.. but nothing came.. which sounds normal la.. think i shouldnt have too much hope also.. really........

dunno why when i think of it, it hurts in my heart.. tears are threathening to drop.. OMG!! i really dunno why.. maybe i should face the fact of a WOODMAN(MU TOU REN) ba.. dunno the meaning?? den dun ask me also.. dun wish to explain..

alone at home now.. feel so boring.. no matter how much hints and things i say, nothing is working.. FUCK! dun wana bother.. dun wana care le.. let's be fair.... if this is the way you wan things to be, dun blame me when i do it on you..

just wana vent out everything in me.. FUCK! not in the mood today.. people around better be careful.. sorry if i show any attitude today.. didnt mean it..