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here to blog for awhile before i go off for work and also meeting of LINGFEI..

2007 is ending soon.. wonder wad i have done this year.. actually nothing much.. being through alot of ups and downs.. fail and pass.. happy and sad.. how 2008 will be?? i wonder..

i failed my driving test twice and finally gotten my license at last on 10 dec 2007.. dad allows me to drive.. but something bad happen yesterday.. just 20 days of my driving, i caused a dent in dad car.. the left back passenger door is dented in.. omg!! i know i did something wrong le.. didnt know how to explain to dad.. but thanks to BOYBOY, LINGFEI and AHWEI(SHIWEI) for helping me along the way... special thanks to AHWEI for all the trouble to go look for your uncle to help me.. thanks alot sister.. hehe..

sch was ok.. results for common test is better than all the other sem.. however, project is the worst part.. i didnt really do alot in the project.. due to timetable crashing.. my own schedule.. and most importantly, my weakness in the software that we are using.. i will be there during meeting.. but sometime, i just feel so useless.. cos there is nothing i can do.. i seriously think that i am useless in the group..

family side, uncle is down with kidney problem.. though not very serious, everyone is still worry for him,.. seeing him become thin and weaker, it serious hit us alot of taking care of our health..

my relationship is something good that i have gain in this year.. with the one i love, i feel blessed.. though sometimes, i will be upset. unhappy.. troubled about us and the things i face when i'm with you.. still i have to learn to be strong and hold onto you.. not letting go so easily.. i admit that there are times when i just wana give up.. but because of you, i hold on.. but...... there are just times when you really dunno me at all.. my feelings.. my emotions.. my everything.. it make me wonder if am i the only person that is trying to make this relationship work.. i know you have put in effort.. but still, i hope you can understand my feelings at some time..

that is all ba.. hehe.. hope everything will be better in 2008.. i'm awaiting..