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i'm so so so tired now.. i'm suppose to be on my bed le.. but just a sms, i'm now in front of my computer again.. thinking that you will be here.. but it's all my wishful thinking.. no matter wad, i guess i can only see you when i'm dead or dying ba.. i guess this is the best an wei sentence that i can find for myself now..

being watching they kissed again 2 and feel that i'm so like xiang qing.. i dunno if i can really be as strong as her.. cos i'm starting to feel tired.. everytime when i wish you are here, you will never appear.. even when i'm sick..

most of the time when i need you, you're not there.. dun you think so.? you have been sick before and i have once left you alone to face the sickness.. you should know how sucks the feeling is to be left alone when you need someone.. but i guess you have already forgotten the feeling le.. cos i'm always there for you..