579

i'm back here again.. everytime i'm here, it just meant that my mood isnt good.. today is really bad that i'm crying while blogging..

my partner have been on leave since yesterday and might only be back on monday.. which i have to work independently now.. handling agents.. for both iii and srp.. even things that i never did before,i have to try to check around and figure out how to do.. stress is really there..

work is bad.. relationship is bad too.. dear dear is injured now.. hope you get well fast.. sorry that i'm not perfect.. from the start, you know that i'm demanding.. you are the only one around me that doesnt give me stress.. but i guess from today on, it is going to be different.. i have to learn to control everything that is coming out from me.. i can never be like the past.. so carefree when we are together.. sorry..

being long since i hid myself in room to let myself go.. let tears flow.. i guess, nothing in this world last forever.. even the slightest happiness..

i guess now i just wana be alone.. cry my heart out.. let myself go.. i'm being under too much stress.. omg.!