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Last day..

Today marks the end of the countdown.. Everything was not planned at all.. It was just purely fate.. I didn't plan that the dinner will also be on this day.. As you are the one who chosen the day.. Was it part of ur plan.? I doubt so too.. As we seems to randomly picked this day over the phone.. Or do you even remember this countdown that we are having.?

We known each other exist in this world since 2003.. However, we both only starts to know each other better and develop feelings in the mid-atumn festival of 2005.. Everything went well and we started off as a couple on 17122005.. At aloha loyang chalet.. The night that I fall asleep in ur hugs.. The night that changed alot of things in my life from then on..

Honeymoon period was meant to be sweet.. And hopefully long.. Ours ended short because of my character and I let you down.. Causing you to feel heart broken and sad.. I'm so sorry.. But I'm also experiencing the same pain as you are during the night that everything ended.. I nv expect it to be so difficult to let go of you..

I still continue loving you even we ended.. You know about my feelings too.. And I do get on your nerves most of the time because of this.. We have been together and breaking up 4 times le during this long 5 years run.. And this time round, things are so different.. So much high and low that we have been thru.. The changes that happen to both of us too..

Are we able to kick this habit away.?

This time round, will things be like the past.? Fate shall decides ba.. I think we both need a good rest le..

Dear dear.. Thanks for everything that you did and brought into my life.. The memories will always be there.. Sorry that I'm always the one letting you down.. Making you pissed when I dun listen to you.. I fulfilled my last promise to you by driving you up the hill.. And that will be the only time.. Ding Yang aka 黄宝贝, I Love You.! Thanks for loving me.!

XOXO
Kai Xin aka 洪宝贝